ONLY LIKE 3 MORE FREAKING WEEKS LEFT UNTIL I GO, PEOPLE!!

so excited

so take that.


p.s. i love you, mom, dad & mommy.
and daddy...hello to you too, i suppose.

i got featured on 3 of my works.

[link]


two of which are some of my least favourites. but okay, if you say so

so by now, i'm on chapter twenty-four of my book. i was thinking only a few more chapters left...maybe i'll go on to thirty-two. why thirty-two? just because i said so.

there's a lot of useless stuff in this book, but hey, it's my useless stuff. once i'm finished, or closer to finishing, i plan to format it, maybe get it into a PDF or just use openoffice so that i can print it out, stick it in a neat, organized duotang, label it, and put it in my desk drawer for two years or so. between finishing and keeping it, i'll probably take it out now and again just to flip through the pages and other, but it is for her.


I don't know if it's just me
in all honesty, i don't care
but who i am,
i'm the girl in the corner of the room
giving glares,
hot stares, thinking,
"what is rightfully mine, i will have it.
and you will be left with nothing."

I'm pretending to be tagged by ~Lovindah.

and, by the way, I READ THE WHOLE FREAKING THING. shows how much of a life I have.

AHEM.
ONE – Spell your name without vowels:
- m.
TWO - Are you single?:
- yesh.
THREE - Whats your favorite number?:
- 11. always has been, always will be.
FOUR - What color do you wear most?:
- urmmmnh, idk...prolly summat random like...purple?
FIVE - Least favorite color?:
- lime green. it makes me want to puke.
SIX - Favorite candy?:
- M&Ms, fool!
SEVEN - Are you gay?:
- no.
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?:
- yessireebob. (=
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?:
- BAHA amanda said i looked like lacey from flyleaf once.
TEN - What is your favorite class in school?:
- if there was a baking class, id pwn it.
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/DC/Bluenotes?
- hollister, bluenotes, american eagle, garage, blah blah. yes.
TWELVE - How do you make money?:
- urrrrmnh.
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend?:
- i have too manyyyyyy. there's rachel and alex and leah and esther and gracie and lizzie and...and...GAH!
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school?:
- SCHS.
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing?:
- urrrmmmnh.
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you?:
- schemeful.
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes?:
- converse?
EIGHTEEN - Do you own big sunglasses?:
- 2 pairs.
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now?:
- somewhere other than on this dumb couch.
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now?:
- nothin.
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now?:
- BAHAHAHAHAHAHA whoever asked this question is an idioot.

HONEST SECTION:
Honestly, what's on your mind right now?:
- every. freaking. time. WHY.
Honestly, what are you doing right now?:
- you really want to know? yeah, you sure? you really sure? okay? okay, FINE. N-A-T-H-A-N, NATHAN. YOU HAPPY NOW?!
Honestly, do you watch Disney Channel?:
- no.
Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?:
- umm my mum yesterday?
Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?:
- there's always people to be jealous of. right now...the only person that particularly comes to mind issss......hm. emma?
Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?:
- stupid little things.
Honestly, do you bite your nails?:
- ew no, i stopped that habit YEARS ago. when i was like, 6. :/
Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?:
- N-A-T-H-A-N.
Honestly, are you keeping a big secret right now?:
- nope.
Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like?:
- maybe.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?:
- yeah
Can you dance?:
- probably
Can you do a cart wheel?:
- heck yeah man. that and a roundoff & backflip.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?:
- no.
Can you whistle?:
- i suck.
Can you wiggle your ears?:
- ew no, thats creepy.
Can you wiggle your nose?:
- i can flare it.
Can you roll your tongue?:
- yesh.
Can you make a clover with your tongue?:
- [link]HECK YES I CAN DO THIS.

ANGER SECTION:
What do you do when you’re mad?:
- cry
Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:
- probably

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?:
- ya
Ever cried yourself to sleep?:
- yup
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?:
- probably
Ever cried over the opposite sex?:
- heck yes
Ever cried over the same sex?:
- idk prolly
Do you cry when you get an injury?:
- when i was a kid
Do certain songs make you cry?:
- depends
Do certain movies make you cry?:
- sometimes :s

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you usually a happy person?:
- meh, more or less.
What makes you the happiest?:
- nice things
Does being with your friends make you happy?:
- i guess.
Do you believe in yourself?:
- im cool
Do you wish you were happier?:
- yeah
Is being happy overrated?:
- nahh
Can music make you happy?:
- meh.

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken?:
- a lot.
Have you ever loved someone so much that you’d die for them?:
- some.
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said I love you?:
- meh. more like, i like you, or i love you in a kiddish way. not as in a prank, but just to be cute kinda thing.


HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?:
- not really.
Have you ever been on a hit list?:
- noo
Are you a mean bully?:
- meh, i can have my moments.
Do you hate George Bush?:
- i dont really care about politics, tbh.

SELF ESTEEM SECTION:
Is your self-esteem extremely low?:
- no way, i like me!
Do you think you're good looking?:
- i have days.
Do you wish you could be someone else?:
- noo

LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color?:
- brown
Current piercings?:
- two ears and helix. i had my web done for like a couple days but i took it out.
Have any tattoos?:
- nooo
Straight hair or curly?:
- curly

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?:
- white & green with panda.
Necklace(s)?:
- none atm.
Bracelet(s)?:
- WWJD?
Shoes?:
- bare feet, man.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Hugged someone?:
- duh.
Been on the phone until the sun came up?:
- No
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants?:
- lolzyes.
Laughed so hard you cried?:
- Yep
Got in a fight with someone?:
- meh.

RANDOM:
Do you like surveys?:
- theyre fun.
Do you get along with your parents?:
- i guess so.
Do you have mental breakdowns?:
- idk

CURRENT:
Current mood:
- a little tired, but pretty happy.
Current music:
- The Hush Sound.
Current hairstyle:
- my curly hair up in a bun.
Current crush:
- nathan.
Current thing I ought to be doing:
- meh. id like to finish reading my book.
Current windows open:
- dA, facebook, the luxe, contests, blah blah.
Current desktop picture:
- haha black border on a photo of a MetYouth retreat.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever get into a fist fight in school?:
- i dont think so, but maybe
Did you ever run away from home?:
- i thought about it when i was younger.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?:
- when i was a kid. when i thought the scrubs looked cool and they smelled fresh.
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:
- naah, thats a mans job.

THE DOS:
Do you know how to swim?:
- yup
Do you like roller coasters?:
- HECK YEAH MAN.
Do you own a bike?:
- yeah but i hate it looool
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?:
- <Enter Big Fat “NO” Here>

THE DOES:
Does hair loss run in your family at all?:
- idk
Does your car get good gas mileage?:
- YEAH. COS YOU KNOW...I HAVE A CAR.
Does your family have family picnics?:
- ew no.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?:
- DONT REMIND MEEEEEE
Have you ever been to the ocean?:
- heck yes.
Have you ever painted your nails?:
- yeah.

THE HOWS:
How tall are you?:
- 5'3 1/2"
How much money do you have on you right now?:
- i dont carry around my wallet with me.

THE LASTS:
Person you talked to in person?:
- uhh my mom?
Person you talked to online?:
- stephie. but she hasnt replied.
Last person you hung out with?:
- i dont remember. my cousins?
Last thing someone said to you?:
- i dont remember
Last thing you said out loud?:
- i dont remember that either.